=X

Speechless to something that happened to me today...
Because it is unnecessary for me to explain more about it...
Nothing more...I just don't like it...

Anyway, 7 days countdown...not for new year...
It is the time that I leaving home again...

Sister's big birthday..XD

Happy Birthday to my sister ya...

Miss Soh Wan Ting
XDAnd who also known as ''Mrs Tan''
Happy 17th birthday...

p/s: Last year u complained why you don't have one...
this year got one for you lo...haha...

Special for you...=)

Hey girl...
Happy birthday to you...
Wish all your dreams come true ya...
Happy and healthy always=)

Working...

Working working working

Damn tired arghhh...

1 week, 7 days, 56 hours, 3360 minutes, 201600 seconds

I think lazy people like me can stand for this kinf of life is a miracle already ba...

Ya...I think so..haha...XD

可笑的人...

我回来了
哈哈
在写这篇post的时候
感觉很可笑
突然觉得自己真的很可笑
世界上怎么会有像我这样可笑的人
哈哈哈哈哈
笑我自己的所作所为

P/S:触碰了灰色地带，跌得好深，好像爬不起来了。

what is 亲情?

Here may becomes a place for me expressing my sadness or emo-feeling only ba...
Sorry for who are reading this blog...but i just have no happy things to share to you all...forgive me ba..
I really can't stand it anymore...
If two people keep quarreling, blaming each other, feel annoying to each other,
why still have to live together?
If two people have no love already anymore just want to maintain a complete family,
what is the meaning for living together?
I am growing up already...even can take care of myself and my life..
Children are not an excuse for it now..
Haiz...some bad thinking appear in my mind..shouldn't a son should have..
but I do..
I have no feeling with this already..
Am I cold-blooded?
I just can't feel what is 亲情..

开心果呢？

最近很不开心，总觉得要开心好难
以前很容易开心，不开心的也很容易忘记
总是报着乐观的心态去面对，这就是我啊
会讲一些冷笑话逗朋友们笑，会和朋友们打闹
可是不知怎么的越大越悲观了
开心好像越来越远离我了
开心好像不跟我好了
开心果
你在哪啊？

P/S: I want to have a memorable Christmas. Who want to join me? I want to go Genting!

feeling right now..

I want to go back KL...
I think nobody will say the words like these ba...
But I do..

p/s: I have passed my exam successfully...not good..I have to study better and better because I have realized something which are cruel..

Gathering...

Finally I had a gathering today...
It's so good to meet my old friends...especially Hao Ran and Ting sister..
Still old friends are the best ba...haha..
Ern...long time no see already even though there are some blank during our chatting but still have a good chat with them..
We still can chat and laugh loudly means our frequency still the same...
We went to a Mexican restaurant in Jusco to have our gathering...
It was the first time and last time to go that restaurant ba...because it really expesinve but the food just normal..
Anyway,we spent a good time there for chatting..
After chatting till sien already, we went to Jusco playground to have some fun..
Then shihui and ting sis had to go back already left DJ, Hao Ran and me..
Under Hao Ran's persuading, Ah Gu came to find us(and one Hao Ran's friend-Tiagu) and we went to KS..still cant escape from ks right...haha..
I can't bear of Hao Ran while playing the game...he really funny and make me laugh non stop until stomachache..
We played 2 rounds then went back home because it was late already...
That was the gathering today...
Quite a long time didn't really so happy and laugh like that already...
Thanks a lot guys..
And Ting sis seems really like to share my troubles but I can't talk like that will paiseh la...
Next time find you chat again la...

love。mine。

如果一份爱可以被时间冲淡，那么一年的时间也许不够吧。
那么两年呢？还是三年？甚至是五年呢？
爱，到底该如何计算？时间吗？
那么五年，十年的爱算是赢了吧。
短暂的一年、两年，它们又算什么？

没感觉的家

我的家，不快乐的家，冷漠的家；羡慕，免了，因为我的家，和你们的不一样。

Happy belated birthday to me..
19th birthday...no much special..
As usual, I didn't celebrate my birthday..
This year no wishes too...because no cake ma..how to wish o..
Erm...I should thank for facebook ba...
If not maybe only a few people know my birthday ba..sad hor...haha..
Never mind la...thanks everyone for wishing me ya..
I appreciate it..=)

Specially thanks:
Thanks piggy for wishing me..
Remember you owe me a present ar...haha..XD
Thanks Wan Ting sister for wishing me..
You want to recelebrate for me o?
Erm...just give a treat then ok already la..haha..XD
Thanks two brothers, Han and DJ for wishing me..only these two brother 够义气 lo..
Others...haiz..
Thanks shi yee for trying to give me a cake..haha..
And you open my mind a lot ya..=)
Thanks Meiqi mama for specially sms-ed and wished me from Singapore..
Lastly, thanks mom, dad and big brother..
Love you all..=)
Erm...because exam-ing so just studying at home..and reply the wishes on facebook..haha...
That's all for my birthday..
Thanks again to everyone who wish me..=)

对不起...

Sorry if I had let you down...

Sorry if I had made disappointed of you...

Sorry if I didn’t fulfil your expectation...

Really sorry because I didn’t mean it too...

对不起...

对不起...

对不起...

爸，妈
如果有一天你们发现我并不完美，
你们还会爱我吗？

朋友，
如果有一天你们也发现我并不完美，
你们还会喜欢我吗？

这一次不是第一次，
可是感觉和第一次一样...
无法接受...
失败的感觉真的好难受...

我也会难过，
却要故作坚强，
强颜欢笑的说：
“我不难过”


正在黑暗中找寻一线曙光...
我没... ...事
真的没... ...事
应该可以放心吧...

啊...对了，
忘了和一个人说对不起
自己..

SCREAM!!!!!

SCREAM!!!!!
Gonna crazy...
Who can listen to me?

Touching Commercial...

Today, one year ago..

Today, the most happily day in my life.
Today, I feel that I am not alone again.
Today, I feel that I am being loved by someone.
Today, I think waiting is valuable.
Today, I think we can last as longer as possible even forever.
Today, I promise to myself to give someone happiness.
Today, I fall in love.

Today, was one year ago.
And...

GrumbLinG...

I'm here grumbling.
Just grumbling.
Before that, I lost my pen drive.
And now I lost my file.
I don't know why I am so suey recently la...
It's really suey la...
First is pen drive and then file.
What happen o...
I really feel very sien already la...
Some more, more sien one is these two things are not my fault.
If it was my fault, then I admitted it and deserved it, but it was't ARGGGHH...
The pen drive was lost by my friend.
I got nothing to say la...he was not purposely one.
Although I said like that, still feel uncomfortable inside la...
Now is the file, suddenly missing.
I don't know my file got what precious thing la...
Just a file also got people want to take.
If that people know he or she take wrongly, please~~return to me la...
Haiz...
Haiz...
Haiz...
Suey...
Suey...
Suey...
=sigh=
Grumble finished...

Mum's birthday...

Happy birthday to mummy...
This was mum's 50th birthday...
I went back to JB to celebrate with my mum...
It's hardly we all family can gather around because my brother is always at oversea but luckily this time he can come back for celebrating...
However still less one people that is god sister, can see that mum wished her coming so much but she was sick...
Mum wished to take a whole family picture once again include god sister on her birthday but it cannot be realized.
Duh....can't fulfill mum's wish this year...
Anyway...
妈妈
虽然今年的生日是平平淡淡地过，
但是我真心希望妈妈您能感到开心。
希望您能天天开心，健健康康的。
Love you...mum..

对内心的坦诚...

原来...
我办不到...

不用在乎...
祝福...
只要你快乐的...
那就好了。

痞子...生活

糜烂，颓废的生活...
无奈这正是我现在所过的生活。
未知数的未来正等着我去实现与完成，
但是首先必须确定我的目标与方向在哪。
一个没有方向感的我，
正迷失着，迷惘着，
压力接踵而来让我有点吃不消。
努力再努力想办法克服所有阻碍，障碍...
但是总是被打败。
失望...
对自己的失望远远超过期望。
信心慢慢地崩塌...
改变可以换来信心吗？
我想。
尝试再尝试，最后却只得到了一个答案。
路，还有很长，前方的路是平坦的或者崎岖
我预测不了...
不管怎样，这条路还是得继续走下去。
耐心的不放弃，是我唯一的动力。
不惧，乐观，
我想...
下一站一定会更美好。

New life...

Quite a time didn't update my blog already because I have no internet yet in my new house.
I had moved into my new house at setapak for further studies in degree.
My new house is very beautiful lo...because is decorated.
The living environment is nice.
The PJ one is not comparable with this la...haha..
This whole week like walking week, keep walking around KL area.
First, we went KTAR and UTAR.
KTAR is really big enough lo...just finding the faculty of daojun's course took us a lot of time.
That day damn hot also, suffered lo...
After that, we go UTAR visit my campus.
Then, Daojun and me going around PJ because I want to take my results there.
I estimated wrongly cause us have to walk a long distances.
After that we go to KL town, hanging at Times Square, Bintang Walk and Pavillion.
Just walking around and taking some photos.
Yesterday, Han came to KL then daojun and me brought him walked around lo...
We went to sunway first but damn sien there so ask Wan Ting out but she was not free.
Seem she is always busy like that one.
Then, we went back to Times Square, somemore Sungei Wang, Pavillion and Bintang Walk.
Second times in one week.
After we took our dinner at Ah lok street, we went back to home.
After bathed, we went to find shihui lo...
Shihui was so surprised that Han came to KL.
We chatted a lot in her house lo...
After that, we left shihui house and went to watched football match woth my housemates.
Dissapointed result, Man Utd 0-2 Barcelona.
Sien lo...
Barca really deserved the champion la...
They played better than Man Utd.
We went back to take a nap because early morning we have to go to UTAR register.
The first day is normal lo...just like that nothing special la...
So I end here.
Now I have to prepare for the coming up challenge.
Bless me.

Putting down a BIG stone in my heart...

Woohoo~~
I got my final results already.
I think it is out of my expectation ba...
I got B for English For Communication, B for Management Studies and B- for Web Page Design.
Then my gpa is 2.9, break record from last 2 sem ler...haha..
Before that still worried about whether I can pass or not, but now I can relief la...
Haha...
My cgpa is 2.2867, quite low de...but anyway still passed my foundation studies already!
So happyXD
At least I can proceed to degree course ba...didn't disappointed my parents.
But still have to put more effort on the next stage already.
Jiayou ba...

Happy Mother's Day...

Today is Mother's Day.
Happy Mother's Day to all the mums, especially for my mum.
I really felt very sad and bad because I can't celebrate with my mum this year, even I should be managed to celebrate with her.
This all because I have to follow my dad to go KL to handle something there.
I also don't know how my dad thinking one.
Mother's Day leave mum alone at home.
I really felt very sorry to mum but I can't do anything to change it.
Although even I'm at home with mum, I won't do anything special for her.
However at least I can accompany her ma...
I'm not happy.
Anyway wish mama happy mother's day!
Wish mama can stay healthy and long life.
That time study week went back, i accidentally saw mama's message in her handphone.
Then I only know that mum's eyes' problem is still not yet recover.
I thought it will be better one day but no.
Mum was writing about grandma and her god daughter.
Last year on this date is the day my grandma passed away.
And this year is the first year that she don't celebrate mother's day.
I can see mum was very sad.
She need somebody to care of her.
Even I know, but I really don't what to do.
I only hope I can accompany her by her side, talk to her more, hope that she will be happy.
And, until now I only found out that mum was scared of she will be blind one day.
Mama was praying to grandma in the heaven, pray for the day won't come to her.
I never think of that because she is a brave mama in my heart.
Grandma,
Please don't let my mum blind.
Please bless my mum.
I just can pray for mum here.
I hope grandma can hear my pray ba...
Mama,
You are the greatest mama in my heart.
You must take good care and stay healthy a...
Don't always worry about brother and me la...
Love you, mama.
Happy Mother's day again...

Ending of Foundation..

I just want to say is...MY FOUNDATION YEAR IS OVER!
This is the end of my foundation year after the last subject of exam-management.
Actually not much happy of that, just feel pleased that a hard time is over.
Total up the whole year of foundation, I don't really know what had I done through of this.
I never really studying and put my whole efforts inside.
All I had done is just 得过且过.
Studying is like that, just get passing mark results then enough already.
Even love also the same.
Now I'm going to the real university life already.
That is another harder and tougher task waiting for me to do it.
I don't know that whether I can cope it or not.
Hopefully I can ba...
There are a few weeks for me to think about it.
I should think about it clearly...
What I should do..
What I should be..
That's all a question mark for me.
I'm not emo-ing..
I just worried and scared.
I just doubted of myself.
Hmm...
University life-excited but worried too.

Tagged from DJ...simply play..XD

1.曾暗戀過人：有吧

2.談過幾次戀愛：一次

3.不開心的時候會幹麻：沉默

4.喜歡什麼季節：冬天...因为可以看到下雪..

5.欣賞的藝人：有才华的都算吧...

6.交往最長多久：两个月有吧....

7.你是單 or 雙眼皮：单的..

8.心情不好會幹嘛：沉默

9.打工次數：几次吧...

10.失眠會幹嘛：会要睡觉...

11.你覺得你乖嗎：假乖咯...哈哈

12.你正在想誰：想...人咯..

13.跟喜歡的人牽過手嗎：有啦

14.會常常搞自閉嗎：会！常惨了...

15.你贊成TP戀嗎：什么鬼来的？

16.你喜歡的對象類型：野蛮=)

17.最喜歡去哪玩：云顶...超爱的啦~

18.喜歡睡覺嗎:超懒的...熊猫就是我啦~

19.你喜歡和朋友 or 情人約會：不懂

20.喜歡唱歌嗎：喜欢...high的时候..

21.異性向你告白 你接受嗎：难咯...

22.假日都睡到幾點：1点多咯...

23.朋友和情人你會選哪個：两个吧...

24.今天天氣如何：热死了..

25.你今天微笑了嗎：忘了..

26.你喜歡許純美嗎：去死..

27.喜歡吃棒棒糖嗎：马麻得咯...

28.你家有馬桶嗎：当然有啦==

29.你家幾張床：谁去算哦？

30.時間可以倒流 你想幹麻：想回到和她在一起的时候吧...

31.這個世界現實嗎：现实惨了..

32.大便完有洗手嗎：你说叻?

33.你愛你自己嗎：应该吧

34.你很自戀嗎：算吧..

35.你愛台灣嗎：喜欢...可以去玩看看..

36.洗澡前第一件事：脱衣啦==

37.你對刺青的看法：想试一下,不过没钱..

38.朋友死不還錢怎麼辦：算了吧...

39.真心愛上如何放棄：假装放弃吧..

40.你有穿內褲嗎：有啦..

41.你相信長久愛情嗎：嗯...以前相信, 现在六成相信吧...

42.你喜歡男生還是女生：当然是女生啦

43.你會劈腿嗎：没有试过~也不想

44.是否曾經很愛很愛一個人：现在咯

45.停電時怎麼辦：点蜡烛咯..

46.火災了怎麼辦：跑咯

47.地震時怎麼辦：躲起来吧..

48.對吃檳榔的看法：不懂..

49.初戀幾歲：十七咯

50.覺得情人分手後還可以當朋友嗎：可以吧..

51.喜歡甜言蜜語嗎：还好...

52.你現在想幹嘛：睡觉..

53.你今天吃飯 or 吃麵：飯

54.接過詐騙集團電話嗎：直接盖电话

55.你出門會穿鞋嗎：瞎啦...==

56.你喜歡看帥哥美女嗎：都喜欢

57.你家有烤箱嗎：有

58.你即時通多少：不懂

59.你喜歡澎恰恰嗎：我喜欢廖廖和澎澎

60.陳水扁帥嗎：我瞎的咩

61.你家有冰箱嗎：谁没有

62.不被在乎的感覺怎樣：心碎

63.世界末日怎麼辦：很累...哈哈(累不累~~)

64.你喜歡吃雞排嗎：马麻得咯...

65.你是過動兒嗎：不是

66.你愛你爸媽嗎：爱吧..

67.你愛你的屁屁嗎:什么问题来的==

68.如果有一天早上醒來你發現自己躺著和站著一樣高你會怎樣：我是巨人吗??

69.朋友太自戀要怎麼辦：都一样嘛...哈哈

70.宵夜要吃什麼：mamak档

71.自己的完美情人不得以得離開自己 你會選擇分開還是等待：等~等~等！

72.如果神燈現在給你一個願望 你要許什麼：不懂...

73.如果現在有兩個男生從房間裡走出來 衣衫不整全身吻痕 你會覺得他們在房裡幹 麻：嗯...

74.推薦一下好吃的東西:伊面

75.現在幾點 (24小時制) ：早上四点

76.當你對一個人已經忍無可忍的時候﹐你會怎麼做：沉默吧..

77.對雨有什麼感覺：清净却带着悲伤的感觉

78.你覺得人心險惡嘛：真的

79.找到你未來的目標了嗎：算吧

80.如果你滑倒了，你覺得讓你滑到的是香蕉皮還是一灘水？為什麼：水加香蕉皮??哈哈

81.你現在心中最期待的事是什麼：睡觉的时间多一点

82.暑假過的很快吧：还好咯..

83.最近鬱悶的事：不知道啦..

84.當你看到愛慕的人，你的行動是：被动的

85.最討厭什麼事情發生在自己身上：被冤枉..

86.如果有一天你發現不能右轉，怎麼辦：原地踏步

87.如果你喜歡的人，不喜歡你怎麼辦：等吧...

88.目前很想說的一句話：-

89.如果看見另一半跟異性有親密舉動，你會：不爽咯..

Yes Sleeping NO Emo-ing...XD

All presentations are finished lo...can relax finally.
Now what I want to do is just sleeping.
Take back all my sleeping time!
Emm...talk about my drama ba...
I got slapped for no reason!
GRRrrrr...!
Actually is the story needed la...
I acted as a son and was slapped by father.
You know who be my father?
A stupid and huge guy...大只佬==
He almost double size of me lo...
When he slapped me, the whole audiences were shocked, even me also because I forgot this scene already.
I think this is the climax of our drama ba...
Haha...but need me sacrifized lo...
After that many people keep asking me ''pain or not?''
Suddenly dont know how to answer.
Of course I said it's ok la...
But its really pain lo...
I think that 大只佬 take this chance to revenge.
Maybe he bu shuang me very long time already.
Haha...
Anyway just a show, past already then forget it ba...
Hope miss can see on this slap and give a not bad mark for us ba...
Ahaha...
Recently, often chat with dj and han.
Man talk...LOL
Don't know why they all so emo de...can't understand.
Anyway, dj is pak toh-ing...
Haha...hope he know cherish what he having now ba...
Don't wait lost already only treasure cause it's too late.
Just like me...
And hope both of them don't continue emo-ing la...
Emo also one day, happy also one day, why not be happy everyday, right?
Emm....that's all for this post ba..

Finished and Recovering...

This few days really felt tired and exhausted.
Finally all the assignment has done and passed up.
Now just waiting for the presentation.
I don't know my assignment can get how good or how bad la...
But I hope it not gonna be too bad gua...or else the final exam will be very stressed.
Today I slept until 2pm, almost 14 hours.
I think I really very tired already gua...
Anyway, I had a nice sleep.
That day, she found me and chatted.
It had been a long time that we never chat already ba...
That day was the day before dead line of assignment.
I was very troubled and she came and chatted with me.
We chatted quite a lot gua...and it was seem nature.
That is good or bad?
Should be good gua...
Long time didn't see her already.
Don't know she got any changes or not ler?
Is it still the chubby face?
Haha...
Hmm....a bit miss...

累

这几天觉得好累，好累。

感觉身体已经快负荷不了了。

而且又开始胡思乱想了。

Dad's 57th Birthday

Happy 57th birthday to dad...
Wish you have a healthy body and happy always...
Long live...=)

Balia's Birthday..

Yesterday is Balia's birthday.
We all a gang of friends hanged out to celebrate his birthday.
We went to The Curve Red box to celebrate.
I really like The Curve that place lo...especially The Street.
It just like a night city, so got feel~~
We chose a lot of songs to sing.
Everyone was very high that time.
That time is buffet time, of course la...I won't leave this chance to eat a big one.
I think I ate quite a lot ba...
Haha...very full and feel hapiness.
The foods there ma ma dei lo...
It is always hot so taste delicious some more I'm very hungry that time.
Haha...
We sang until 10 something like that.
It costed rm60 per person err...quite expensive de...
After that we continue our activity with CC.
Haha...we planned to not going home already.
We played until the next day morning and all very tired.
Then we went home separately by taxi and bus.
After reached home, I straight away lye on the bed and fell asleep.
It's a fun and high night la...

Problem...

I feel I had lost my control and lost my way.
What happened to me?
This question keep flooding in my mind but I can't answer myself.
How come will be like that?
I don't want...
I hate myself and what I being now.
I want myself back..

Another New Starting...

Finally I got my results lo...
Really nervous when I was checking my results.
I passed all the subjects but...don't know should happy or sad for my results ler...
My results are damn lousy lo...
Three science subjects all got D.
Haiz...who ask me didn't study hard that time, now is too late for regret already la...
Luckily all passed la...or else I should repeat one more sem.
Phew~~
Third sem is going to start lo...
It is a short sem, a lot of assignments are waiting for me.
It will be a busy sem, but how ler?
No matter how busy is it, I still can find extra time to play one.
Haha...
This sem no more science subjects lo...
Then I think I can more concentrate on the assignments ba...
I will be going back KL on this Saturday, she bu de my home.
But I look forward to freedom more a bit.
Going back to KL life that I had adapted slowly.
Jia you ba!

Pangkor Trip...

Back to JB few days already.

Lazy to write so until now only update my blog ya.

This time pangkor trip quite fun but tired.

Actually the schedule, living place, activities planned almost the same.

Just I did some activity that never do before and saw some special things.

So, this trip still quite valued la...

We lived at the same place as I lived before.

And the uncle fetched us out the sea also the same one.

The funny thing is he used the same jokes also.

Haha...totally same you know.

First day we went to play ourselves.

We cycled, played ball, played water, played sand until very tired lo...

We also bought a lot local things there.

Then dinner was very delicious and quite cheap.

Second day, we went out sea in the morning.

Neh...the same uncle lo..

I didnt go snorkeling because I had tried before la...

After finished, we went to take our lunch.

I was so energetic and wish to continue visit some tourism place.

But others all very tired except Li Jun, Andrew and Yu Heng.

So, we four cycled to visit those place one by one lo...

This was our nightmare started.

First, we visited a temple-Fu Ling Gong.

It had a high stairs for visitor to climb.

We climbed to the highest point and looked down the town.

The scenary was very beautiful.

Then, we visited to the factory of making fish satey.

After that, we continued to cycle.

At that time we all very very very tired already because there were all hill roads you know.

We had no way to go back so only continued to cycle.

The roads were up and down.

It was very suffered when we cycled up but it was so shuang when we cycled down the road.

Then, we also visited the airport there.

It just a small place only lo...

But the seaside scenary was so beautiful.

We four cylced the whole afternoon.

Finally we reached our chalet.

We finally cycled around the Pulau Pangkor.

It was meaningful but tired la...

At night we got bbq lo...

The seafoods is very fresh lo...

But there were still left many food when we were full already, quite wasted lo...

Then we gathered at the beach, chatting, drinking and singing.

The special thing I said was blue sand ya...

It only can be seen during the night.

The local people called ''blue tears''.

It was so beautiful.

That night also got many shining stars in the dark sky.

The last day got nothing special la...

So, that's all for my Pangkor trip lo...

There are some pictures but I haven't get it.

I will upload soon when I got it ya...

Hmm...finally exam finished already and that meant one semester was over.
It's also meant another new semester is coming soon.
I totally don't know what I had done in this semester.
Really like die man in this semester.
No energy to do anything.
Laziness is all my excuse.
At the end cause a bad done in exam.
I quite scare about some subjects, don't know whether can pass or not.
But I can say I had tried my best during the exam week.
Then that is enough already ba?
After the exam, my soul like frees, no stress anymore.
All tiredness had gone.
Now what I can do just wait for the result out.
Hope I can proceed to third semester ba...
God bless me...
This few days really go relaxing myself.
Went out with some friends, watching movie and eating.
It cost a lot but really shuang.
Tomorrow still want to go Pulau Pangkor.
Even I went before already but still want to go again.
I think will have many memories turn up in my mind ba...
Hmm...
Ohya...early wish...Happy Valentine Day.
Pity me still celebrate alone this year.
Haiz...
How come?
Hmm...maybe I'm not fit to have a relationship.
Maybe Mr. lonely only suitable for me ba...
I think so...

lonely valentine day...

StressSS!!!

Back to KL already...

So fast?

I also think so...I think I'm the fastest non-local UTAR student back to KL d gua..

Haha...

Chinese New Year is over lo...to me la..

Now have to continue STUDY...STUDY...STUDY...

Have to study hard even more harder this time.

My courseworks mark cant help me much.

So must depend on my final lo...

Feeling stress...big stressss never ever have before.

I even got a nightmare about my final exam fail during sleeping!

and I'm scared to wake up from the nightmare.

I cant imagine what will happen if it becomes real.

I cant take on it already la...

ARRGHHH!!!

After exam you see la...

I sure play gou gou li to take it back.

How crazy got how crazy...

HAHAHA...

回SSI的日子和新年的希望...

昨天我们一班人回到了SSI, 学校变超多的，很多地方改建了。

现在的学生真幸福。

遇到几位老师也和他们聊了一下。

过后我们到HUTAN BANDAR去吃午餐。

我们聚在那里聊了很久，讨论等一下要去哪里。

结论是去TEBRAU CITY咯...

其实我们也不知道去那里要做什么，就酱走啊走...

最后我们决定在一间餐厅喝茶，聊天。

我们聊了很多以前和现在的事情。

时间过得好快，转眼我们都离开中学有一年多了。

哎，看到那些中学的弟弟妹妹，真的老了。哈哈...

新年就要到咯...

对我来说，没什么特别开心的。

今年不能和朋友、兄弟们一起拜年了。

希望他们还是能开心地一起去拜年吧...

新的一年，新的希望

希望我爱的人和爱我的人能开开心心、健健康康、平平安安的。

嗯...也保佑就是考试能过关就好啦...

超怕的叻...哈哈

在JB的日子...

回家也已经有一个星期了，

感觉还蛮好的，

只是还是有一点不适应那张床，真的很难睡叻...
不过累了还是酱睡了啦...哈哈..

回到JB的隔一天就是阿翰的生日，我们几个朋友就约好一起帮他庆生咯...

有道俊啊、诗苓、婉婷，还有佳美(很就没有看到她了, 不过也没有变多少啦...艺术家..哈哈)

我们先到KIM GARY去吃午餐咯...

边吃边聊, 一下子电影的时间就到了。

我们就去看电影咯...

是一部鬼片...我想全程整个电影院应该是我们这一群最吵吧...哈哈

其实还蛮恐怖的，有一幕有吓到, 就一幕而已啦...

诗苓她们都超怕的，几乎全程遮住眼看戏兼尖叫，哈哈...

看完戏过后走走就各自回家咯...

也许太久没回来了吧...巴士站换了也不知道，

害我白等了很久, 搞到很迟才回家=.=

过后那几天我都呆在家里读书咯...要大考了，好压力啊...

First experience-BLOOD......donation..

I had done a first experience in my life on last two days.

There is blood donation.

This is the first experience that I have not been ever try before.

I was a bit scared at the beginning.

But it is fine after I reached the blood donation station.

Before donating blood, there are many checking to make sure your condition is suitable to donate blood.

I think blood donation just like injection like that.

It took a long time to collect my blood compared to my friends.

I also don't know why.

They said me was looking pale during the blood donation.

But it is nothing happened to me after donating blood

Haha...finally i found out my blood type which O type.

Hmm...maybe my blood is used to save a person's life one day.

Then I had done a good thing lo...

Haha...

Like that not bad ler...haha..

A dream...

It just like a dream to be with you...

And I believe that there will be a day that I will wake up from the dream...

After woke up...

The time is rewind back just like nothing happened...

But the memories are never gone just like that...